Busy makes ppl lost direction

1 month gone, i still under training. when started the training, inside felt very exited coz can work. but when working. jes realised that. work at site, i have sacrified a lot of things. i dun wan. coz money not that important to me. now work work work. inside my heart already like nothing. felt my self like a robot. never stop. busy also makes ppl easy to lost their direction. sometime i felt that i also wat i wan actually. jes work and work. besides work. nothing let me do it. friends, relationship will slide down if i keep working with timeless. last time tot that work at side very flexible. but some my engineer they sometime work until midnite jes go. sacrified their family to finish the work. i tired dy. but still wanna go through. never give up. where my soul??