fight for the future

soon, 3 mnths working life already past, however still got another 3 months to go..now at the middle already. just asking my self. what you really get during this 3 months? actually i tell you honestly. this 3 months i work like very hell. last time i work like to take easy way. to make my life to be easy. this time, after i join this company i learned from the senior construction. life is no short cut. everything must learn from foundation. no easy way for me. many trainees and staff said me is the one very hardwing staff in the site, is it true? actually i no wan to prove my self to be hardworking. i just hope i able learn from my senior, so i need do a lot of homework. to improve my self. i never learn so detail thing during my study. actually if i touch this site early, i think my result will get more better. haha. trainees like to take easy way. they like to earn fast mney with less work. but i no blame them coz at least they get their vision. at least they will follow their vision to performe better. me too, i see my vision. i wan to be perform better. i really dun know i live like hell stil i wan to stay at there? but smetime i see my building grow day by day i felt very satisfaction. this is i build one. pround for it. the first project i able to complite it by my self..haha. although wat the life inside i still wan to stay. i believe all the harsh word everything can make me perform better. coz of work maybe i sacrified a lot. i just hope i able to learn it. cz hard to get the person teach u like this. i appreciate his effort. people use 5 years, maybe i use 3 years..hehe..i wan to prove to all, i can do it. future i no grarantee..i just know this year i get my vision. fresh graduate must fight with many many fresh graduate. if cannot perform, is totally out. so just try my best to learn. everything i also wan to learn. jes go on and complete my project..

transformation life~~

hehe, seem i long time dint update my blog dy..few months already..sometime felt quite lazy la..wan to write..dun know write wat rite, dun know today sudenly feel wan to update. suddenly i feel i wan do a lot of things. but dun know how to start to do..hehe. this year 2009. for me study life already ended. this year started to my career life. no more like last time can relax s much. since i join in this company i felt very stress. coz a lot of things wan to learn but now getting good and good, started to know dy and can build house with my own knowledge. i feel exitec. coz this is my first time. after i dead. this building i built still there..hehe. i feel nice, coz i can see the building grown and grow every day, jes like the baby...haha. although ppl said my working so samfu coz 1 week work 6 days. ya..early i really feel suffer, but now i getting to enjoy to my work. cam...i know this company can give future to me. i hope i choose will get rite. my result bad nevermind. i jes know if i put effort to my weak area. i think i able to overcome it. this year i wan to concentrate my my career. and i dream car for this year also. i chasing material. but i started far from the relationship. this is me and my mother relationship. coz i kenot go bek frequently. i only can bek one year one time. today is mother's day. i hope she will know i get a good job, she also happy. but wat she care i can go bek or not. pls give me few years. i wan to prove that my stable position in this company. i hope that this year. God able to bless me although i miss a lot of activities. although i busy, however my heart never get cold. i will praise him also and make my life turn better and betters...

CNY 2009

finally chinese new year is coming. so fast har, another year gone..this few year staying outside always busy and sometime kenot feel that the new year mood. this year is my big transform year. coz finally i completed my study at utar. last time freshie, now not fresh liao...hehe..life at utar very busy and challenging. now go out to work also same situation. but the life different from previous. for this year coz of the resseision..ppl hard to get the good job..some also kena fire and cut workers. in this momnet i can find the good work and good pay actually wanna give thanks to God dy. ppl think, wah ur son get the good job and go to big company ya and get high pay..but who know actually inside we need to work like "kuli". repeat and repeat. ppl amaze u coz can get high pay..sometime i feel very question to my self..come out wit this salary..some work from day light to day night. jes wanna my life and my family life be better. ppl always said, work at site..every person very high temper. ya, i admit..coz if u dun high temper, workers wont listen to u..i try many times, i also wanna e nicely to the workers. but , in the end they wont scare u..this is my our temper must rise. finally go bek to hometown lo..but i hope i get getr work soon la...i dun wan my mum get to work outside dy...this also my new year hope la.