car car car!!!

since now started to work dy, i also started to save the money for my new car. hope that next year i really can get my own car dy, then i no need always follow ppl time. even raining also i still have my own shelter. latelly always raining. i like felt that sudah biasa....go bek sure rain, the time come very accurate one. but very funny for the kl weather, ampang there raining heavily, but wangsa can be sunny!! only for the short distance...macam macam punya weather pun ada. have to start plan my first thing, new car, new car, new car...it is good if i got my own. i feel that i dun like gantung ppl so much. even my motor pancit or wat. i rela sendiri move my motor from ampang to wangsa. but now became trainee, a lot of thing have to learn from foundation. a lot of specialist in there. i can learn. but i sacrified my friendship. i put my private time to my relationship partner. only tat time i can see her. so i really appreciate the time. even 8:30pm got cell group. b4 this i also take the time wit her. today i felt that very cam dy la, this week site manager assigned me with another site engineer. and i have learn from him. now only one word from the engineer: " stay back", wat i say? No? haha, crazy...in this site very easy to get black list. i dun wan so fast let ppl feel that i jes always think to go bek. must have the initiative in the site. today i stay until 9 something, coz the work havent done. have to help the barger enginner to inspect and still wanna lock the gate. tis time really cam. i think this only the begining for me....this 3 months sure got a lot of activities to me slow slow play. life is like that. even today the mti decoration meeting, i already 2 days absent coz of working! decorate wat? i also kenot do anything. trainee ler. only YES, sir. if u no, means next time ppl wont find u dy. u will lost the opportunity to learn! wat to do. patience, patience, patience. this is wat i can do!!!