Destiny~~

tonite, suddenly got a friend called me, she said her car jes broke down. she felt that very desperate and sad, no matter in her career or relationship. she felt that for her life..like very useless. actually this friend we knew since we were form 3. although we never meet b4, however anything she will share to me or me share to her via phone or msn. long time i dint see her online. until this few day jes saw her on9. finally knew that she now training. she same wit me, her father also passed aways same time with my father. but she more suffer than me. she need to take care her mother some more, coz her mother kenot work. for me, my mum still can work. for anything things in the house, my mom still can settle. she different, her monther always wan money from her. she jes earn 800 per month. deduct all the things, she like no much money to eat. so wat i can help her jes help her. suddenly she told me she felt that ppl life like no meaning. then jes give her some counsel also la..since our life same. so, jes give her more support and advice. share about my life here to her also. i think she quite ok now. hehe. hope her able be strong to overcome all the circumstances. anything wan to help jes call me la. few more days my exam will start. i hope that every body able to study smart. life precious. i aprreaciate now i have. life with meaning full how difficult i also faced it dy. now still can at here and writing my blog. although i very tired. but soon, i will see the rainbow after the rain....go ahead!

Money No Enough 2

today dear dear coming bek, so after meet her in kl sentral, then we went to klcc lepak, haha..actually today damn tired coz of the taking convo picture. haiz..taken me few hours for it. finally finished it..haha..then today went to watched money no enuff 2 in klcc, today no much ppl, and we get the student price also for today. the movie very nice and very kamtung also. especially the part ending there. very kamtung..sometime in the reality world it show that how the son treat their parent , is very sad kes. this always remind us must always be nice to our parent. especially they getting old and old. finally today taken the convo pic already felt that i close to graduate, especially i wear the convo shirt. already see that day i convo..haha..is near also.. Lord, let me finish it smoothly..today ate a lot...very full. have to keep keep haha..if not wanna be fei zai dy...still got one week, exam dy...hehe, hope that i can make a good result also la...last time for my student life...hehe... nice..

Darkness

everytime ppl saw into my room and me was inside..they always said, y u dun wan switch off the light? is no good for ur eye u know? maybe for already like like this, i dont like to switch on the light coz feel that eye very pain. the light like very bright..i kenot tahan it..i like dark coz i feel that my feeling is coming that time, plus music and my my performance..i think that time wat song i play out will express from my heart, no matter happy or sad, it is same for me. this wwekk is study week, next week will start my final exam. everyday i read little and little coz my time manage until sui sui dy..will finish it b4 i go for exam. see the pic rite, this is my harmonica, i like to use it to play the music when i in the room alone or in the darkness. imagine that in the darkness, like no hope for ur self, suddenly come out wit the nice music. this is how i express music for my feeling..if u ask me how to play harmonica, i really dun know one, i dint learned it b4..when i hold this, i jes blow wat song i know, coz inside my heart already got the song sheet, then i can blow it out..if u ask me the music theory, hehe, soli i only know the basic, advance i dun know..hehe...yesterday, i joined the secret place, dun know y suddenly pastor said about he see cook...that time i really think about the new recipi..wat i eat from my mother, i wan learn it out, and i also wanna find the simple one..complicated i can make, ut need a lot of cost, so for me this noob person jes find the cheaper than nice one and make..dun know i like the cook dy..jes i dont have a perfect kithchen for me. i think that, i still young ,many things should try and do it..even cooking, next time if my mom or my gf they kenot cook, i still can cook..although i dint have any music cell, but i try my best for another way, that is cook. many people know cook, but they no cook, so this is my time go to learn from them and steal their recipi. actually my mom is the big recipi in front of me, if u see my previous pic then u will know how keng my mom can cook..hehe. sometime feel that if i put in my hoby into my career, i will be more hardworking, i think people also think like tat, actually i really dun like to study..hehe..wanna graduate dy still say this kind of thing..haha..if i can choose...i better do wat i like..think that cook easy rite? wat the cook person willing to see is not the person eat one say his food nice..but he can see all the person finish his food. that y every time the chinese new year reunion dinner so impoertant. every time my mom prepared the food for me, i think this time can can tell my mom no need worry for me dy, i can take care of my self..haha

Merdeka!!

today is the day which end of this month, then next month we going to new month dy, there is september..wao...fast rite, 2009 coming soon, for me ler also finish my lectures dy, now waiting for the my final exam...this week seem a lot of ppl go bek hometown for celeration merdeka..for me ler, i no bek, coz i know that i kenot concentrate in hometown. maybe i no the home sick person. coz everytime i go bek only for my self in the house. so nothing special also, sommore friends also no free. seeing ppl taking convo pic, i also imagine that that day able come faster, haha.so now ler, for the finalyear prepareation we need take a lot of pic for utar keep..haha. so weird.. actually is for outr certificate pic, and whole course pic..still wanna wear formal...sian. everyday still studying, i think still no study also ,haha, look like doing note only and try to understand it. better like tat, then that time i can write by my own words. haha, is it christmas coming soon? yup only few months. soon rite? time always like tat one, finish that thing, then need to prepare another thing. haha. anyway. hope i can be more happy person..i know working life different dy, we wan to use the energy to exchange wit the money..this is how we sacrified for the work..but must enjoy it..hehe..

Coming Bek again

finally, come ek again.. got few happiness should i share ...the first neh, last week i get a call from hometown, the charity assiciation called me go bek to get their money for support money..this time i kenot bek coz the time to rush, but nevermind, they said can wait until me go bek jes get it. praise God and thanks God, number two neh, i still few month i wanna graduate dy..time passing very soon.. still remember the first time came here, apa pun tak tau...but already 3 years dy..hehe..have to start to plan my future way dy... the third thing neh..hehe, see the pic? my dear dear neh...although i kenot promise her i am the better man, i will try to e a good man to protect her, i wish our love can like the God's love, shine to each other. to maintain our relationship.. may God always assist us11 thank you Lord...e a better man! Yes and Amen!

FYP Over......

oh yes, long time no come to update my blog dy..coz og busy for the previous weeks, always do the same thing in my life..sian. finally my finish and submit my fyp...last time i tot that doing fyp was like a hell..this relly, especially last min my printer came out the problem ,i totally blank. ut in the end stillcan submit on time. finally all the thing is finish.. the coming is exam and training dy. utar allocate me in damansara, brunsfield construction company. although far a bit, but jes belive tat God put me there sure got purpose. actually i got a lot wan to write, but dun know suddenly dun know wat i wan to write..hehe.. is ok, at least jes write down waht happen to me also ma
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critical

as a student of construction management, we always need to calculate the critical time for the scedule. event if my life now, jes like a critical. assignments, test, and fyp, never ending..keep continue...sian.week 11 now, actually week 12 i need to submit dy. but i havent start also..hehe. somemore i still havent start anthing...very keng..haiz, onl last 3 weeks for me...jes bia lo..next week i will know my training place dy..so kang chiong also..hehe...today jes completed 2 assignments in a day...keng..now eh, wanna crack my head to think for my fyp. later 6am i think wanna go to mcd do my fyp..hehe...now should i take a nap first...hope i really can pass all this thing...strong strong strong...wow, jes 2am nia..sleep? still got a person chatting wit me..jes try my best to help her..hehe