i fat jor :x

aiya, today my friend said me fat jor eh? really kah..looks the life in hometown over good liao..now is the time i wanna keep now...i already make a decision wanna keep until 65kg, now i 70kg ler...kenot kenot...so, start from now, i one day jes eat one meal, the meal is biscuit and milo..i already make the decision...dont temp me dy...i belive i can do it...tell me..i can do it!!!!

重返忙碌的生活:

回来一个礼拜多，可是很快的就这样的结束，等下早上还要坐早的巴士回到KL. 真有点不舍得呀。可是还是要回去了。回到自己的家，感觉很舒服，睡在自己的床上，好享受。在这里，我真的能睡到下午在起身。没烦恼。什么都不用想，睡醒了就吃，吃完了就玩，晚上还和朋友玩到早上才回来。大家都很把握时间，因为大家的聚会就是那么的少。这几年，我在外头都很少在自己的家乡。以前自己的愿望就是很想到外面去闯，可是现在，还真的累了，又是还很想念自己的家。看，在自己的家，我的日记是特别多，可是到我回到外面时，又是不一样了! 这次该算是我最后的做学生的日子啦。。过了这次，我应该和学生的生活说再见啦。做了十七年学生。哈哈。该换换自己的身份了。这次的回去，又不知道几时才会回来这里。其实现在我也已经有了将来的打算。我已经打算在本地先做几年拿了工作的经验后，再过新加坡去，家人亲戚很鼓励我去新加坡去。做那边公民。。其实这个我也有想过，可是那时还是读书。所以就放弃啦。。看来自己现在最重要的就是工作经验。希望一切还很顺利。我生活已经改变。脚步也开始快了，或许要休息，就是我退休的时候，可是到时不知道还有没有时间写我的日记，其实我真的很想把我的日记，在我从我现在到老都影成一本书，这本就是我一身的书。哈哈。。把我一生写成了一本书，这可多好，现在已经三点多了，可是还是不累，我打算等到早上上巴士了。看看还有什么事可以做。。好啦，到此停笔了啦，到了KL 才见了!! 再见!! 。。。

家乡的思念:

每当回到自己的家，往往都会有好多的徘徊，徘徊到自己的童年。朋友，家人。最近的朋友聚会，大家都长大了，可是话题也没有以前那么可爱，大家都问候着对方。个有个的去路啦。每当回到家，真的很想在这里呆久一点，可是时间还是残恶的，都不会听下来等人。站在我家的窗内看出去外面，突然想起以前童年和童年的朋友。大家都玩得好开心，有哭有笑。嘻嘻哈哈的日子很快的过去。以前大家都很喜欢星期五，星期六。因为不用读书，我们可以从早上玩到网上，早上和他们去吃早餐，然后就开始这里玩，那里玩。多么的开心。可是现在搬的都搬走了。搬的搬，嫁的嫁，读书的读书，工作的工作，回来这里，都很难联络到对方。回来了这里，又是去夜市场，看到的小妹妹都不认识的。剩下我们这些老鬼，在那边飘来飘去，还闹要找冰淇淋去。我们的时代已经成已过去。是否还记得我们的蒲公英的约定? 大家都大了，小时后的约定已经不重要了，最重要的还是现在，将来。。谢谢我童年的朋友，陪我走过那么美丽了童年。。。。。。

overnight lepak….20/5

wao, tonite went out with my primary school mates, they need go to camp tomolo, so, last gathering wit them. That moment we went to yam cha, went cc play game, and then they bought me went to penang ate cha kuey tieu wit fried duck egg, wao..very special rite? But the duck egg same wit chicken egg lo, first time I eat fried duck egg..haha..bek to hometown really can neutralize all my emotion, my physical and etc. sometime, feel that hometown life really no so rush, everything come out dim sum wit friends yam cha wit friends birding wit friends..stay at home enjoy ama cooking. Life very nice. But after bek to kl. All the things need to face it. Especially now, final year, house, study, everything need to face it. Maybe God training me now b4 I go out to work. But I really learned a lot, although the period very hard to pass, however I still can see out the good thing from the bad circumstances. It I think very useful for my future. Sometime be leader, heart cannot be soft already, sometime really need to know how to reject ppl, God really train me in the good way, so child until now, my heart always be soft, now I start to train to be hard, and also dare to speak out my comment to them. Everything I still need more strength to do it. And I also belive that God always beside me and teach me how to do. Sometime I really get it the God try to tell me something. Everything. Must follow the time, and also must be the rite time. The time haven’t come and u do it, in the end u will get it perfectly. Last time I tot leader very to do. But now, leader no the easy to do. But I still need to follow up and learn how to do. It might useful for my future also..+)

Hometown Gathering: 17/5

Well, tonite I have a wonderful gathering with my primary and secondary school mates. Many years dint saw them already.. suddenly I became a organizer pulak…haha..still wanna thanks you for those give face and come. All have their own thing to do, hard to get the rite time to gather. Chit-chat wit them and know also wat they to do lately. Tat great.come to fellowship also ma. Haha. I home nex time we still have the time to gather all. Miss u all ya!! Muaks!

WHC Church Camp 2008

wao..3days 2 nights camp so awesomes..i jes bek from the genting peacheaven..also let mi learned a lot from there, never forgot the moment have fun with my teammates. although the schedule arranged until very pack and we play until so fatigued also, however we still get the meaning at there, it also help in ppl grow wit mature. also lepak at genting a while..very tired after bek to kl...tomolo wanna bek to hometown dy. jes wanna help my mother doing something, especially the financial problems..she help me apply jor a subsidiary from a acciociation. i need go bek and do and interview. and also wanna bring my book bek to hometown, coz my uum friend wan my text book for her research. and another thing is my friend wedding....i need to go also..after be a leader, the first thing wat i wan to learn is dare to say out..everything i must say out..Hope God always around me..actually i really wan to pray for B-15-6 house. this year one come one out..none stop to continue it...when this house able to stay wit harmony? maybe this able let me grow more mature..anything i surrender to God..the destiny, the problems, everything i surrender to Him. open they heart and grow mature, dont coz all move also follow the season and move..!

Proverbs 15:17

yesterday went to jj, suddenly got a person she gave me this brochure...after i read all, i get that a lot of verses inside the brochure. one of the verses was proverds 15:17, there was "Better a meal of vegetables where there is love than a fattened calf with hatred. so, from this verse, we must eat vege coz where the love is greater than the calf!! haha....anyway...so far i still kennot accept meat...when i see meat i no really got that faith to take it..maybe i already sian for that meat liao gua...haha..always told ppl i wanna take, actually i joking there. haha,