saturday is a good day

finally reach tat day coming...waiting already one week..damn boring and boring also...i hate waiting...should be fast complete it..this time should i say is the last for my..coz this year going to end my degree life at utar..ops when u reach the end, u will think bek the start..i still remember the first time i in the utar orientation..hehe.. now already the old hantu at utar..also going graduate soon. this time my holiday very short, it can say no holiday if i wait my result..i decided i dun want wait dy...everytime i wait..now i wan be confident to bek..hehe...less than one week have to come bek..so lame..actually i go bek also see my parent...haiz..latelly quite hot..i kenot tahan..bath liao still same..erm...nothing to say for it...tomolo last paper neh...hope it i can do la...hehe actually i no that much confident for the last paper..God assist me k

Today new recipi

today suddenly wan to cook, cam dy..i like cook for much..maybe this is my new hobby now. ppl will think me jes playplay only la. but seriously i hope that i can learned all my mom recipies. coz she very keng in cooking, everytime u see me go bek hometown u will see me will grow..haha. the pic shown "wan tan"? simple called wan tan la, but this is called "jiang nan xiao kun kun" i learned from recipi book. i think that take for fry will be better. coz suddenly wan to cook, so kenot not get so much ingredients. so i prepared it with limited ingredient wat i had. finally going to the last paper for exam..also the tuff paper, for me la, coz i much like this subject, and i also kenot find the spot to read..i also dun know wat i reading for. hope that last min i get the spot to read la.. ppl asked me, wah..see u always nothing to read one, still felt tuff? yahor...coz when i reading u all still sleeping ma, how to see me reading ler..lol. today go mcd get a lot of ramadan cupon bek. jes take it la hehe, latelly like always mcd mcd...a bit scare dy...hehe. old man is like tat, the energy power already finish it..when reach the time..my mind already die...see like body without soul dy...haha..this time will going bek hometown to see my mom and friends. then have to come ek b4 hari raya...time is crucial for me... have to rush it.. convo coming soon...i really waiting that day coming!! although my father kenot see it, however i did it, and i dint let my father get dissapointed. coz i finish my degree soon. wat i promised him b4, i will finished it watever how i suffer. thanks God coz i able to finish my degree soon. no easy to finish it...hehe..how many thousand maggi mee i took b4 dy...this called sometime u get something, in the same time u also need to sacrifiy something. we learned from econimic. i get the degree, but i sacrifing my health..hehe..dun learn it from me....

My Recipies!!

haha, yesterday after the exam, then went to celebrate..haha.. then jes simply cook the 3 recipies...still learning rite...but can eat la...haha..number one is the cap choi curry...inside every vege all..haha, meat? no wor coz this capchoi ma..so all are chap coi..ngek ngek ngek.. then the second ler the choi wit soup la..hehe...very weitd rite..still choi again..but nice..the third ler..is tomyam prawn with egg..hehe...actually jes the simple meals..but i jes hope that all will be nice after eat this..haha..finally i finished 2 exam..need to wait until this coming saturday...then have to rush bek to hometown..also tell the utar...good bye!

Unbelieveable..

do u bealieve or not, in this world actually got another person, he/she thinking actually same wit u...even u know wat that person will think and also know the decision that person make. actually in this world, actually got few persons are same one..but they allocate in difference area. it is hard to find it. haha. if let u know this person who actually know wat u thinking, do u scare?or feel very happy coz got a ppl able to understand u..haha.. tomolo will be another battle to go, so tonite still same sleep at 10 then wake up early for tomolo...a lot things to read, but we suspected lecturer will come out the same questions as the pass years paper, even the tips he given also same..so i will aim there..so hope tomolo will come out la, haha...let me can score for this paper..i hope this paper can get A. hope it ya, coz the lecturer mark very cincai...haha. but still be to do more patent let him mark until happy ma. after this neh, have one week break..next saturday jes exam dy
haha..so long rite? i also dun wan dee...but nevermind la, this will be the last for my life haha....then ler go to industrial training for few weeks...then nee..haha, this is my turn to convo dy...every time join ppl convo...now my turn ppl join my convo...wakakakaka...last few days talked to my friend, suddenly he told me our convo might in kampar ler...wah..so far..hope at ampang can liao la...wan go until kampar very sian neh....jes convo at here then ok liao la..hhaa...pray ya...erm...that nothing dy,...jes let me finish the exam tomolo, wakakaka...then let me rehat rehat liao...haha...enjoy, alex!

Final Exam..b4 11hours

always see the movie like 4 something happen..they will put the time below it..like bla bla bla before 4 hours or wat..hehe, now i also wan same wit them and put it..still got 11 hours wan sit inside and exam,,,but later wanna wake up early to my last revision. this paper a bit worry, coz it kenot use own word to write, sure get low mark..so must understand the question first then jes answer...this saturday wan do new recipi..already called bek to my mom, asked her some secret skill..haha..this saturday wanna cook for it..God bless my success la..hehe..wow, so far cook, i alsocan cook somuch dy...every time i learn and learn..actually jes put the heart to cook, sure very nice..haha..latelly ppl also watch tong sam fong bou...watch until all like insane liao..haha...me too...but got exam..still read be normal..hehe.. wow 10pm liao..dun wan talk liao..tomolo see me how to first blood ba!

Destiny~~

tonite, suddenly got a friend called me, she said her car jes broke down. she felt that very desperate and sad, no matter in her career or relationship. she felt that for her life..like very useless. actually this friend we knew since we were form 3. although we never meet b4, however anything she will share to me or me share to her via phone or msn. long time i dint see her online. until this few day jes saw her on9. finally knew that she now training. she same wit me, her father also passed aways same time with my father. but she more suffer than me. she need to take care her mother some more, coz her mother kenot work. for me, my mum still can work. for anything things in the house, my mom still can settle. she different, her monther always wan money from her. she jes earn 800 per month. deduct all the things, she like no much money to eat. so wat i can help her jes help her. suddenly she told me she felt that ppl life like no meaning. then jes give her some counsel also la..since our life same. so, jes give her more support and advice. share about my life here to her also. i think she quite ok now. hehe. hope her able be strong to overcome all the circumstances. anything wan to help jes call me la. few more days my exam will start. i hope that every body able to study smart. life precious. i aprreaciate now i have. life with meaning full how difficult i also faced it dy. now still can at here and writing my blog. although i very tired. but soon, i will see the rainbow after the rain....go ahead!

Money No Enough 2

today dear dear coming bek, so after meet her in kl sentral, then we went to klcc lepak, haha..actually today damn tired coz of the taking convo picture. haiz..taken me few hours for it. finally finished it..haha..then today went to watched money no enuff 2 in klcc, today no much ppl, and we get the student price also for today. the movie very nice and very kamtung also. especially the part ending there. very kamtung..sometime in the reality world it show that how the son treat their parent , is very sad kes. this always remind us must always be nice to our parent. especially they getting old and old. finally today taken the convo pic already felt that i close to graduate, especially i wear the convo shirt. already see that day i convo..haha..is near also.. Lord, let me finish it smoothly..today ate a lot...very full. have to keep keep haha..if not wanna be fei zai dy...still got one week, exam dy...hehe, hope that i can make a good result also la...last time for my student life...hehe... nice..

Darkness

everytime ppl saw into my room and me was inside..they always said, y u dun wan switch off the light? is no good for ur eye u know? maybe for already like like this, i dont like to switch on the light coz feel that eye very pain. the light like very bright..i kenot tahan it..i like dark coz i feel that my feeling is coming that time, plus music and my my performance..i think that time wat song i play out will express from my heart, no matter happy or sad, it is same for me. this wwekk is study week, next week will start my final exam. everyday i read little and little coz my time manage until sui sui dy..will finish it b4 i go for exam. see the pic rite, this is my harmonica, i like to use it to play the music when i in the room alone or in the darkness. imagine that in the darkness, like no hope for ur self, suddenly come out wit the nice music. this is how i express music for my feeling..if u ask me how to play harmonica, i really dun know one, i dint learned it b4..when i hold this, i jes blow wat song i know, coz inside my heart already got the song sheet, then i can blow it out..if u ask me the music theory, hehe, soli i only know the basic, advance i dun know..hehe...yesterday, i joined the secret place, dun know y suddenly pastor said about he see cook...that time i really think about the new recipi..wat i eat from my mother, i wan learn it out, and i also wanna find the simple one..complicated i can make, ut need a lot of cost, so for me this noob person jes find the cheaper than nice one and make..dun know i like the cook dy..jes i dont have a perfect kithchen for me. i think that, i still young ,many things should try and do it..even cooking, next time if my mom or my gf they kenot cook, i still can cook..although i dint have any music cell, but i try my best for another way, that is cook. many people know cook, but they no cook, so this is my time go to learn from them and steal their recipi. actually my mom is the big recipi in front of me, if u see my previous pic then u will know how keng my mom can cook..hehe. sometime feel that if i put in my hoby into my career, i will be more hardworking, i think people also think like tat, actually i really dun like to study..hehe..wanna graduate dy still say this kind of thing..haha..if i can choose...i better do wat i like..think that cook easy rite? wat the cook person willing to see is not the person eat one say his food nice..but he can see all the person finish his food. that y every time the chinese new year reunion dinner so impoertant. every time my mom prepared the food for me, i think this time can can tell my mom no need worry for me dy, i can take care of my self..haha