Testimonial of Alex

Halleluyah, yesterday i joined the 3nd cell group, when the section overseer pray for us, holy spirit came upon me. finally, i rethink back what i did b4 i christian untill now...during this time, happen a lot of thing for me, holy spirit want me to share out..so, i hope i share in here, u all can get to know more about christ..
i borned in non-christian house, my parents were buddishm, from i child, i already followed what my parents even the religion. i'm only child in the family,so my father and mother very take care of me, no let me get hurt, although every year when open school, my stationary stuff and bag,clothes all must new...every year must change,my life very good since i be child. during my primary school, i still play active ppl, thinking very pure...i jes know to play and study,the rest my parents were settled good for me, i'm no need worry anything. when i went to secondary school, i started know how to think, but still no so deeply again. tat time, alex really useless, jes know to study, the rest i dun know already,even call me go to pay the electricity or any bill i also dun know, location i also dun know. i ever think that,if one day my parents leave me alone, how my life will be?? i feel very useless very very useless, no much confident, no like talk to anyone, i very less friends.. my life very bored,always hiberated in the house watched tv and eat. this life continue untill me form 6...although i f6, i still feel i no target for my future...have a bit direction less already. one day, my teacher asked me, alex, what u wanna to be in ur future??? this this question suddenly flow into my heart and to my mind, i think very seriously, what i wan to be?? when me child teacher asked us, what u wan to be,we will said be doctor,be lawyer, bit now, what i suppose to be??depend my result?? i could't reply the teacher, jes be quiet. after i finished my stpm exam, i plan wanna go out kulim and see the outside, i alomost 10years stay in the kulim never go out,even penang so close my house i also seldom go. so i come to KL and lived in my cousin house for my vacation. from this moment ,God already try to do his work, cousin started to share gospel for me. tat moment i still cannot accept what he talked,i jes let he talk and i ignore him. coz for me, i'am religion less person, for me, i no do any wrong thing b4 i die, after i die, i also can go to heaven. i ignore what my cousin share gospel to me, untilll one day, my cousin take out a book the title called "walk through from temple to church" this book very attract for me, this book talked about a monk how she from monk change to be sister in church, i started to read this book, i could not understood y she do like tat, after i finish the book, i started to see more about the christian books and asked a lot questions. finally, my cousin bring me went to church, from tat time, i feel tat the church very moden, totally different from what i think b4. i started to join a lot church activites there, but i havent accept christ. i heard a lot of sisters and brothers testimonials regrading how they from very very down become a christian and follow the christ. finally , i accept christ in the city harvest church and baptize in the port dicson. i follow the christ heartelly and wanna be a deciple.i felt the presence of GOD,my life getting meaning full, i get my direction already what i should do for my future. but i cannot leave in KL too long, coz i still need t back to my hometown, kulim. finally, i back to kulim, jes start still ok, my heart and spirit still strong enuff. but long long ago, i started leave GOD far away. i start no join any church, although i christian, i no follow what GOD had told us in the bible. i started anti-christ, when i come to KL to continue my degree holder, although i joined the church and lived in the christian brothers house, but my heart still ati-christ, i dun know y i got this feeling,maybe satan already control my heart. i hate my brothers and sisters. dun ask me y, i also dun know, i really got this feeling ,but god bless after worship, neutralise my heart again. i life really change from good to worst, in the first year i came to UTAR,i get a lot of materials, my heart already tempt by the materials...even i pray i also no confident, went to church cannot receive what GOD said, look like a duty. totally change. suddenly, i lost a lot of thing in a moment. even father i also lost it, i very sad, what i get?? what materials i also lost it, what i have jes a bible, the bible i almost 1 year did not open it, finally i took out my bible and look, bible says tat,even anything body leave u aways, i still close wit u,never leave u alone, this verse touch my heart. from tat time, i statrt wan to change, brothers and sisters. hope u all after see my testi, u all can receive something,actually GOD really love us,dun question the GOD. jes follow it. he never give us a wrong way to us, coz he is our true path, life... etc...God Bless U all...A-men