My 3:00am blog

now already 3am, all the housemates besides me and vick havent sleep. reason is afternoon i got sleep, now can not close the eye n sleep. the 2nd reason is i got a lot of thing havent read yet. later got sunday praise and celebration n vision day. also, i wanna go to klcc join architect exhibition. whole day will gone, so what ever now i wan to study. if not, no time already. jes now talked wit chong en. from he, i knew tat, he think tat, english very big obstacle to him. i felt tat he very same as me b4. when i first time come here, english also very bad, first time attend the class, all talked english. i still cannot said a proper english, i can talk but only in heart, when i said out, the thing already different inside my heart. jes encourage he, learn from here weaknesess. told him the method to solve his problem. hope he can get well, dun let the study press him down n far from God. last time when i pressure, i will no went to church. bad habit. he really need ppl to encourage him. and build up his spirit. "YOU CAN DO EVERYTHINGS WITH GOD STRENGTH" this wat i can share wit him. dun always think tat u cannot study. we r unperfect, even me also cannot study. dun let study to press u down and far away ur brothers and sisters. hope he can get well also. year 1, i also like tat, everything i very hate my brothers sisters and church. i blame God never help me when i down. rethink back, izzit i got build a closer relation with my God?? last time i only know how to get the demands from God, but i never give thanks. i jes assume God is the atm mechine, when i need i jes go to press, when i no need it, then jes let it. every time i pray i jes said out what i want, this i want, tat i want.. but i never give thanks.
recently around my friends got thier own plan. some very busy, some couple wanna dating, some clubing, some going church. hard to find them. jes hope they nothng happen la. i also wanna wish my hometown friends especially one of my friends she got problem with her bf. everytime i talked to her ,she seem no happy. sad coz i cann go back hometown yet. jes hope she really can relax and haddle all this things. maybe i cannot solve the problem, but i can be ur good audience. be cheer to face all this things. for me,latelly also like tat, every week test. this week i got a bit busy. what to do? by faith..i can do everything with God. look out from the window, all the house very quite. but izzit inside the house so quite? or the inside the house got many problems? nevermind, tomolo will be new life. be better than today. i think i better go to have a nap better a bit. but my test havent read..haiz.....how to do?? BY faith....