Why?

Why? why? why? latelly i feel unsupport ,i very tired. what i should do? evangelism also alone. i feel tat, i get far from my friends. what they do, what they think. sometime yum cha, what they talked no interest for me. y from their eye,alex is a cool person? actually alex jes a simple person. although look cool, however heart still soft. very fan, do a bit wrong thing will get mad very fast...i feel very "mang" ...............